Angry! : Child or Pregnancy Loss

Wed Nov 04, 2009 6:30 pm

So i really thought that with time my heart would heal from having a mc in september but honestly it think its getting worse with time. My heart is aching to think i might not ever get to have another baby....my bestfriend just had her baby and we were due at the same time from my first mc.....and my sister just found out she was pregnnat like 3-4 wks ago. Everyone around me is pregnant or having babies and happy and here i am feeling all alone...and sad!! I can't help to feel angry at these people and i duno why i promised myself i woudnt let myself feel this way and i am and that makes me mad at myself! My sister also announced to me today what her name is for a boy which she knows was my favorite and she said someugly things to me and that didnt help the situation. I am just having a very awful day!! And i need some uplift !!!!! Please tell me i am not loosing it,....please!

Wed Nov 04, 2009 7:07 pm

(((hugs))) to you! I am sorry. The ache that a miscarriage carries is terriable. People who have never experienced it, can never understand how painful it is.

I am still wondering if we will ever have another baby again (I miscarried in March, and Sept). The thought of not having another is so sad.

Wed Nov 04, 2009 9:08 pm

I know that is where i am at now...i am afraid to even try agian bc i am afraid that it will fail again...and i honestly dont know if i can take that right now!!

Wed Nov 04, 2009 10:34 pm

I also had a m/c is Sept. We decided to try again after 1 AF. Well my 2nd AF showed her ugly face on monday and I have been a basket case ever since. I thought I was doing ok, but AF is a constant reminder that I shouldn't have to deal with this right now, I should be feeling my little boy kick instead. I wonder if I am going to feel like this every month. Sorry to ramble on, I just wanted you to know you are not alone. Right now I feel very angry also.

I hope tomorrow and each day that follows brings you peace and helps ease your pain. (((HUGS)))

Wed Nov 04, 2009 10:45 pm

I am sorry you are feeling this way, but you are not alone. I found out my friend is pregnant again and a co-worker is too all in one day. I was also asked today by someone at work when I was going to have another one. It seems like everyone around me is pregnant. I constantly worry that I too will not get pregnant again. I had a m/c 9/3 with a d&c and then had to have another d&c on 10/13 to remove a fibroid. I am so nervous that I will not be able to get pg again. My whole cycle has been off and I am just waiting to get back to normal and take it from there. I am sorry you are going through this. I wish no one had to ever have the pain and heartache a m/c brings.

Wed Nov 04, 2009 11:49 pm

This is part of that m/c roller coaster that no one ever tells you about until it sends you into a tailspin. I am so sorry that you are having to deal with all of thes emotions and other pg women. It is rough and your heart just aches to hold your babies in your arms. People don't know what Not to say and end up saying things that hurt you.....
Remember that you are not alone here. We have all been there unfortunately and are hurting along with you.
I hope that tomorrow is a better day!
((HUGS))

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