This week that my sister passed away. I have not been on here in a while but needed to post today. Tomorrow is the 1 year of the day that I found out my sister passed away. We think she actually passed away on the 6th but she was not found until the 9th so really the whole week is bad. I have had a very hard time the last few months, we just found out my step-dad has 3-6 months to live so I will be doing this all over again. We are going to see him this month for the last time. The first thing I thought of when my mom told me is that I need to call Carrie (my sister) but then it hit me again that I cannot call her. I went back on so meds to help with all of this but I just do not know how time can heal anything. I feel every day that it just happened. Well thanks for listening.
Raquel
Not TTC any more (4 years was eoungh) Stalking friends and looking in to Adoption.