just got a positive hpt

and I am scared out of my mind!!!! I suffered a loss earlier this year and should actually be 8 months along right now. OMG I am soo scared I'll lose this one but Im sooooo excited too. I don't know how to calm my nerves, will I be a wreck for the next 9 months or maybe it will get better. sorry im just scared and I hate not having control of how everything comes out!

ty for listening