We have been trying to conceive for the last three years. In the summer of 2010, I received my one and only positive HPT (at that time I did take several more and a few digis). That pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage 3 days after hearing a strong heart beat at 9 weeks 1 day. I can count the times in the two years since that I have actually taken an HPT.
The story is that my cycle is textbook. I can predict the hour that it will start. I get a positive on the OPK on CD 14, O late that day or early next and AF shows on CD 28. There have been only 3 exceptions to this schedule in the last 3 years (and one of those I actually was pregnant). I still get the crazy urge to test...like all the time BUT it just does not logically make any sense to do it and I am beyond afraid of negative pg tests...like I have nightmares about them
All of my symptoms remain the same, the cramps start at the same time with every cycle. Then I think to myself, next will come the headache (which it always does), after this the boobs hurt (and they always do) and so on and so forth. It might have helped if my pregnancy had started with these symptoms as well but it was the exact opposite. I pretty much KNEW something had to be up because it was the exact opposite. No symptoms what so ever except for a curiously nauseous DH
What I want is to be able to jump into testing again (as crazy as it sounds) and I need a push