Implantation or wishful thinking??

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: by katclark88; Posts 164

Thu Jan 24, 2013 10:08 am

Alright ladies, this morning I tested bfn again. I am not 100% sure what day I ovulated bc I didn't temp. On Jan 11th I got a positive opk. I also had a positive opk for about 3 days. Anyway, I'm guessing I O'd 12 to 36 hrs after my first positive opk. I went back & did some research on my charts & I always start spotting exactly 14 days after my positive opk. Which would be tomorrow & it usually always starts off brown. Well, this morning when I wiped I saw nothing then I wiped again & there was 2 tiny little specs of red blood in my cm. I think my cervix is high (I'm having a hard time finding it). I can just feel the tip of it & I am pretty sure it is usually a lot lower than that. Now, I am wondering if I O'd a few days later than normal & that blood I saw was implantation bleeding or am I just wishful thinking? I have no other symptoms besides my nipples (not breast) being sore. Well, I have been extra emotional, but hey, that happens a lot! The blood may have just been pre AF & I am just being silly, but it was just odd to say the least.

My mom was discharged from the hospital yesterday, but before she left a preacher came by to read scripture & pray with us. We held hands & as the preacher prayed, at one point she prayed for me from my head to my toes & she said I pray for the grandchildren even if they are merely just a twinkle in the eye right now! My parents have no grandchildren & I thought what she said was so special, which may be one of the reasons I am so hopeful today.

I hope I O'd later than I thought & this morning was implantation bleeding which is why I have been getting BFN's the past couple days. I can wish & pray right?

My wish & prayer every single day is for every woman who longs to have a baby gets that chance. Nothing hurts me more than knowing what sooo many women go through to get their baby & some still never have the chance. I pray for these women every day. Including you guys. We will soon get our precious babies I just know it!!

Sorry for the LONG post! I will update you guys when I know more.

~KAT~

: by NewMamaKim; Posts 3245

Thu Jan 24, 2013 10:20 am

Wow Kat that was beautiful! I think that preacher knows something!! I'm praying this is your lucky cycle, but I KNOW you will get that BFP this month or in the next couple of months... I just know it!! You've responded so well to clomid, I think you might get lucky on the first try or it will definitely happen with a couple of tries.

I'm so glad your Mom is out of the hospital. And I'm so glad that preacher was praying for you and your mom and your unborn babies!! I agree that waiting/struggling to start or expand our families is such a huge cross to bear. I pray for all of you ladies and for everyone in the world who is trying desparately to expand their family by 2 feet.

I do think it's possible that it could have been implantation spotting since you weren't temping. Clomid definitely changes ladies' O dates. I heard that from lots of ladies on this board. Keeping everything crossed for you and looking forward to a beautiful BFP in the next few days

: by comewhatmae; Posts 1866

Thu Jan 24, 2013 12:20 pm

I agree, ^^

beautiful post!
Yes, it could be implantation spotting and yes Clomid does alter the O date. I've taken it 3 different times and it was a different O date each time. I'm praying for your BFP which I just know will happen soon, and for all the ladies on this board.

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: by MrsThigpen; Posts 2271

Thu Jan 24, 2013 2:01 pm

That was wonderful. Im glad things seem to be getting better. good luck to you!

: by Ellowyn_BZCL; Posts 458

Thu Jan 24, 2013 5:02 pm

Oh sweetie! Praying this is it for you!

I can relate, and though I don't know your mom's condition, I have personal experience with my mom battling a life long illness...too many scary bumps along the road and my greatest wish was that she would know her grandchildren! I will definitely be adding you to my prayers that this heart's dream of yours will become a reality! HUGS!!