hi ladies, i have to confess that after the light brown spotting last week, lasted for 3 days i was having a feeling that it could be implantation bleeding. I had never got that before so i did a HPT and got a positive.
i was very happy but scared because i still didn't technically miss my period so wanted to wait till then to mention here. In real life here me and dh would not be telling anyone about a pregnancy. After losing our son at 7 months in the nicu every1 in our family including his sisters, mom,my mom every1 said that they don't want to be told about any future pregnancys until i am in labour basically.
So apart from me and dh and Dr. no one will be told. Which is really lonely for me so that's why i joined babyzone so i could share things with you girls.
Now back to the current situation, i started having some brown bleeding again yesterday and was freaking out. We called Dr. and got told to take progesterone sp? injections for 5 days and to rest in bed. Dr. wants me to come in today i guess he will look for something on the ultrasound. I did another test this morning and got a fairly faint line, like a baby pink colour. I am so scared to lose this baby. 5th of march will be a year exactly since our son was born and this is the first pregnancy since that. I never had bleeding in my last, just the premature breaking of membranes at 30 weeks. i pray to God to let this little one stick. I have no one to talk to and seriously have no friends in real life except from my sisters in law and mother.